Reality After Reality...

Paradox and sensation
Cause and effect, dig myself in a wreck
No point of existence, don’t wanna keep my head on straight
Stay the fuck away
Rather be at home and decay
Rather do nothing
Rather do nothing all damn day
Guilt follows me like a man with a trap
I’m almost always the rat
I can’t hold myself accountable
Do the wrong thing at the wrong time
It’s just the way life goes
Episode after episode
Reality after reality
Quiet in my room for so long not doing what i want
Never try you’ll never fall
Can’t be perfect can’t do it all
Never try, you’ll never fall i regress
My own doing my own fault my life’s a mess
No more rat
No more trap
Holding myself accountable
Episode after episode!