Hopeless (Demo)

Don't count on me again
I'll obsess on our encounters
I want us to be friends
I'm not hopeless, helpless
Or begging you to stay
It's just turning out that way

You've mapped out my lie and it ain't good for me
And I follow all your orders 'cause there's a whole big world to see
And I sit back and think of how I used to be
Yeah, there ain't nothing left to do but dream

What if all these fantasies come rushing in at night?
But it's just too far for the ancients to allow
And I'm trapped at home just waiting for my baby doll
I know it's over now

Don't count on me again
I'll obsess on our encounters
I want us to be friends
I'm not hopеless, helpless
Or bеgging you to stay
It's just turning out that way