Ashes In The Wind
[Verse 1: SCUM]
I'm outside but I'm looking in and a funeral's 'bout to begin
They can see my body laying in a wooden box with a perma-grin (huh)
On my frozen face that is held in place, I'm goin' to make it look
Like I'm fuckin' happy to be dead put away that holy book
You better not attempt to make my people sing
Some living legends, so I would rather have them bring
A PA to my credit, throw a fucking child
For LSP, family and bloody hell, that's no
Put a circle pit around the hole in the ground where I'm gonna rest
Where the blood's all in, better lay one down on my unmoving chest
I already lost a lot, so what's a life to lose?
I know that I would not regret the path I choose
You better know I got so much I could repent
But that is what made me and that they won't forget
I was on a mission trying to start a local riot
They kinda wishing that I didn't have to die yet
I'm not the first and sure as fuck am not the last one
Artists that give their life for theirs don't live a fast one
If you got one, blast one, bust one
For the ones that passed on, blast one
To remain as the last man standing not for a dying world that is ending
Not understanding what becomes of us until we're dead and gone and all that's left is nothing
Then it is too late so leave it up to fate
One day we all will die, but some will skip the wait
[Chorus: SCUM]
Everything I see burns
Everything I touch turns
To a pile of ashes, watching 'em scatter when the wind blows
Everyone I trust lies
Everyone I love dies
Dwelling in the dark, cannot see the sunshine through my windows
Everything I see burns
Everything I touch turns
To a pile of ashes, watching 'em scatter when the wind blows
Everyone I trust lies
Everyone I love dies
Dwelling in the dark, cannot see the sunshine through my windows
[Verse 2: Smallz One]
It's so much easier said than done
Never seen a rising of the sun
Always seen a darkness all alone, it why they call me Smallz One
I will never be the one to open up again
Already did that, then I lost my friends
All alone in my room, my bad for loving 'em, rest in peace knowing that's when it all ends
I don't give a fuck, don't try to reach me
Save that pep talk, fuck your preaching
Know the reason my aid keeps on peeping
And why my cuts keep on seeping (Yeah!)
You could be the last one standing
But if I need help, you'll be at my back end
Facing that knife that you dug so deep
Where I be the last bitch goddamn laughing
Never mattered what you try to say
I don't have time when you walk away
Been that, done that, cloudy days
All this bullshit, I'll never be the same
I'll never be the same, the same as I was
A million bucks gonna buy me a fuck
A million bucks gonna buy eternal life
And it sure as hell gonna buy my trust
So fuck 'em all, fuck 'em all
Let 'em burn, burn 'em down
Burn these bitches at the stake and riot in this fuckin' town
Nothing really matters when your heart is all black (black)
Now everything is all bad (bad)
So sucker punch the ball sac
If you mean anything, I hit on the way back
[Chorus: SCUM]
Everything I see burns
Everything I touch turns
To a pile of ashes, watching 'em scatter when the wind blows
Everyone I trust lies
Everyone I love dies
Dwelling in the dark, cannot see the sunshine through my windows
Everything I see burns
Everything I touch turns
To a pile of ashes, watching 'em scatter when the wind blows
Everyone I trust lies
Everyone I love dies
Dwelling in the dark, cannot see the sunshine through my windows
[Verse 3: Tre Dizzle]
I don't want nobody telling me death will be different
Me, I was down and out, I had a lot to lose
From the way that my shoulder was getting harder to carry, I had to bury the hatchet with this hateful truth
And I'm a ill-spitter, feel gritter, watch a pill flicker
Sicker than the average I had to get a handle on my life and now my wife is my number one reason
A punk go back to dope with those demons
Thinking about the way I felt about myself
When I was going through it, do it to enjoy the high
I had a gang of motherfuckers that would focus in on my life
I realized it was hopeless when I started noticing a fucking hoe was trending
Fake motherfuckers hoping I would blow a win
I had to take a break for my sanity's sake
I had to shake my hate I couldn't face the pain
In my brain now my body's in a casket
Laid out flat and my feet are broken
I'm surrounded by these people that I used to know
Who woulda thought they'd look so beautiful, yah
If you got one blast one, bust one, thinking about the people that have passed on blast one
Crazy come and smoke a blunt with me
You will need it when it's time for when you're suffering (suffering)
I'ma sever the head of a devil level my enemy
I'ma settle a vendetta with the devil his energy
But the truth is we don't really knowwhere we go
Either heaven or hell I don't fucking know
It's a twisted mystery, a fifty fifty
We livid pissed so we sit in mystery
Pissed at the world when the wind blows
No sunshine through my window
[Chorus: SCUM]
Everything I see burns
Everything I touch turns
To a pile of ashes, watching 'em scatter when the wind blows
Everyone I trust lies
Everyone I love dies
Dwelling in the dark, cannot see the sunshine through my windows
Everything I see burns
Everything I touch turns
To a pile of ashes, watching 'em scatter when the wind blows
Everyone I trust lies
Everyone I love dies
Dwelling in the dark, cannot see the sunshine through my windows