Intro

Rolling round with condoms like I use 'em
Swear fo' God my heart is full of music
Looking at my b*tch like she the cutest
That ass she got filled a n*gga with hubris
Swear this life wanted me, I ain't choose it
Keep faith in the most high, pray like a Buddhist
Yo, stay away from hoes and that's some true shit
Keep one eye on the bag, one on the Judas
Couldn't tell you even if I wanted
Your pockets full of ones, mine full of hundreds
Just hit it out the park but meant to bunt it
I'm ballin' like Shaq, you more of a Drummond
How the f*ck a n*gga s'pose to spend this sh*t?
Know how f*cking long it took to get this sh*t?
I finally left the hell that I been living in
And I'm s'pose to throw it cause lil mama thick and sh*t?
You tripping b*tch
I came up in this motherf*cker livid on some different sh*t
Don't want no friends, don't want none of you b*tches if you listenin'
Then Lord just bless a n*gga with some riches, I can't live like this
Or tell a n*gga how I'm s'pose to get it and I'm with the sh*ts

Yeah, yeah

Of course a muhf*cker never wished for this
Got everything I wanted but still missing sh*t
I gotta fill this void so imma sip this sh*t
Feel like it's the only way imma feel your lips
And I never f*cking asked for this
I'm drowning in an empty f*cking flask for this
And you don't even know the half of it
I'm feeling broken, they don't make a f*cking cast for this
I'm good though, just let me be
I know how deep down you love me, just let me see
Then exit freely
I guess you'll never know how good the sex with me'd be
And apparently it never mattered
I love the simple fact you don't listen to all the chatter
And Lord knows you wouldn't date a rapper
After all of this you still wondering what I'm after?
Yeah, I done been beat up, bruised and battered
Taken to my highest then dropped right off the ladder
I been the shepherd, I done been the cattle
And my only regret in life is I never had you

Despite all this sh*t we done gone through
All this sh*t
I really want you to understand
There's nobody I'd rather be with
And I know I made my mistakes in the past
And I put them all on front-street but
I still want you
Yeah
Yeah