To Be Lonely

Now I'm all alone
Now I'm all alone
Now I'm all alone
Hmmm
Now I'm all alone
Now I'm all alone
Now I'm all alone
Hmmm

My album was done, so I celebrated
Hopped on a plane and I went to Vegas
Chopped after crushing, I’m fucking faded
I’m 21, man, I fucking made it
Still surprised I’m alive right now
Dreams of my death, couldn’t shake it
Needed you here to feel safer
Next to me, in my bed, naked
But where are you? In Europe or Asia?
Have you heard 'bout the shit that I’m making?
Yeah, I see you with him and I hate it
But the chance to be loved, you should take it
Just promise no one can replace me
Always said the future’s what we make it
So I wait with patience for the day we reclaim it, feeling

Happy to be alive
But scared to die alone
Happy to be alive
But scared to die alone
Happy to be alive
But scared to die alone
Happy to be alive
But scared to die alone

And I know I shoulda had closure, but I'd notice
When I was on the road, I was losing focus, girl
A few hoes and a bed of roses
No one knows, told ‘em don’t expose it
Roll home grown, don’t let ‘em smoke it
Put snow up my nose, rolling
It’s the closest I get to loving you
My album was done, so I celebrated
Hopped on a plane and I went to Vegas
Swear it’s top three with New York and Jamaica
I swear I’m top three with Alpha and Omega
But wish I had you by my side right now
Your support, my only payment
Thought, “At least I have shows I’ll be playing”
'Til I heard what the TV was saying

Happy to be alive
But scared to die alone
Happy to be alive
But scared to die alone
Happy to be alive
But scared to die alone
Happy to be alive
But scared to die alone
(Now I’m all alone
Now I’m all alone
Now I’m all alone
Hmmm)