Mortify

Out here waiting
Beyond the wire
A holy longing
Consumes my mind
Anticipating
Ecstatic fire
I’m out here hanging
On razor wire

My head throbs hot
My limbs are numb
A fever thirst
Dry tongue is struck dumb
My soul cries out
My body churns
With cramping lust
I pray it must come

Anticipating
Ecstatic fire
I’m out here waiting

My idée fixe
Burns in this flesh
Feverish wish
Await abject

Focused on the searing light
Mantra drumming through my mind
My painful path to paradise
This manic thirst for you

Out here waiting
Beyond the wire
A world not made
For such as I
I tremble like
A moth in flame
My hunger is
My only faith

I dwell in shamе
For I am filth
Afflicted with
This sick sack of sin
My mortal flesh
I flagellatе
I’ll thrash myself
Into fucking bits

Chase the object
Of my love
Embrace apocalypse

My idée fixe
Burns in this flesh
Feverish wish
Await abject

Focused on the searing light
Mantra drumming through my mind
My painful path to paradise
This manic thirst for you

Mortified, sanctified

My idée fixe
Burns in this flesh
Feverish wish
Await abject

Focused on the searing light
Mantra drumming through my mind
My painful path to paradise
This manic thirst for you

I yearn to join
With my beloved
In sacrament
Of flesh and blood