Baptized

Tried to rinse her memory down the drain
But I'd still feel her hands
Running down the top of my skull
Now her fingerprints start to fade
Sitting here with you
One confession leads to two
You pull me in
And you whisper, let's take off
Suddenly I'm not so

Lost in the fray
Where all my hollow dreams
Get too big
For my head
And fill my heart with dread
Hold me tonight
Maybe you could get me
To get out my mind

Kelsey
She'd kill me
For speaking her name
I'm dead to her already
So it's all the same
Snapshots
Of her slippin' into my brain
Got me going under all over again
No teacher or preacher
Could have my sex drive driven away
You're callin' and I'm all in
Between this wall and the pouring rain
Sweet like summer against me now
Let's be lovers and get around
These demons and break even
I'm down, but I still believe it was love
It was love
It was love on a screen
It was love
It was love that I couldn't just leave in a box
I can tell by the grief
And the way that I've been

Lost in the fray
Where all my hollow dreams
Get too big
For my head
And fill my heart with dread
Hold me tonight
Maybe you could get me
To get out my mind

It's too late
She wanted me to change
Too late
I'll never be the same
Calling out your name
While I feel your heat in waves
Through me
Crash through me"