Neva Believe You

If you woulda told me that I woulda ended up here
If you woulda told me that I woulda ended up here
If you woulda told me that I woulda ended up here
That's right

Aye
Aye
Depressive my adolescence a manic lair
Candles lit
Both hands are gripped a satanic prayer
Besides cold my eyes holdin' a blanded stare
Soul full of sorrow
I'm hollower than a can of air
Visions of suicide
Where the noose is tied strangling me
As I hang dangling from a chandelier
When me and death have a dinner date
I fly to a sinner's fate
In hell I disintegrate...
Like a strand of hair
My soul's hollow
Sipping opiates from cold bottles
And serial killers became my role models
I've sown sin so it's evil that I reap
It's grown in
Now I'm seeing dead people in my sleep
No peace
So I'm slippin' in further to drug addiction
And the wickedness I'm sippin makes me quicker to murder
I can't imagine how the madness that I'm living in hurts ya
And the fact is I didn't deserve ya

If you woulda told me I woulda ended up here
I woulda never believed you
If you woulda told me I woulda ended up here
I woulda said someone deceived you
If you woulda told me I woulda ended up here
I woulda never believed you
And you couldn't of sold me that I'da ended up here
Or that I woulda ever received you

Yeah
C'mon
For real
Aye
Aye

Felt like I was wading without a life vest
Lifeless
Fully submerging under the undertow
Rejected fellowship so many skeletons
Been deposited in my closet
And buried under my bungalow
Soaked in condemnation
I'm hoping this conversation is confidential
Cuz I am confessing things that no one could know
But you're my antithesis I must come befo'
I'm just a shadow anticipating the sun to glow
When I think of all the dirt that I've been diggin' lately
Yet You give chase and embrace me
It invigorates me
Cuz You didn't forsake me or incinerate me
Ya generate me and lift me so I could sit in safety
Yuh
How could I comprehend Your kinda love
Huh
When nothing on this earth compares
Just wanna rest in the presence of the Shekinah dove
Even if the worst is here
By Your spirit I'll persevere

If you woulda told me I woulda ended up here
I woulda never believed you
If you woulda told me I woulda ended up here
I woulda said someone deceived you
If you woulda told me I woulda ended up here
I woulda never believed you
And you couldn't of sold me that I'da ended up here
Or that i woulda ever received you