for you & only you

When I fall in love, I fall hard
And I love bomb till you're off guard
And I switch sides just to test you
And I know that, you don't trust me
I sing to you in the backseat
When you on top of me and our lips met
Makin' me high, you're my morphine
I tell you all my little pet peeves
I'm obsessed now, girl, you can't leave
Not around me, I can't breathe
When you with me, I can't think
When you with me, I can't sleep
Suffocatin' thoughts, you're scared of us
Movin' too fast, is dangerous
But tell me if it feels so right then who am I to stop the rush
Tell me if it feels so wrong, then how come you ain't had enough
You think I'm tryin' way too hard, you sayin' that I do too much
Baby maybe, listen, I'm just scared I'm gonna fuck this up
Baby, maybe, listen, I'm just scared I'm gonna fuck us up
Bad reputation follows you from people who dishonored you
You lost abilities to trust
You lost abilities to love
And I'm not tryna save you
You're beyond repair
Such a beautiful soul in a world so cold and so unfair
Everybody that you ever loved, left you abandoned
These people that don't even know you, treat you like a canvas
Used and desecrated, painted over, you need closure
Reality's a concept you can't handle when you're sober
You need to smoke, you like your drinks
I need some space, I like to think
People born in struggle always need a war to feel at peace
At least I think you hear me every time I open up to speak
But I need beats to say how I really feel, this the real me
Tell me that it's all mine
Tell me that it's mine
Tell me that's it's all mine
Tell me that it's mine
They talk about your history
Extensive with some mystery
Funny how they got so much to say that don't mean shit to me
I'm wrapped around your finger
My heart broke and then I linger
Every time we argue, bicker, then I start to reconsider
Why I'm with you in the first place
Attraction was our first taste
So tell me, did we fall in love, but somehow in the worst ways
So let me know, I'd be dumb to leave you
But I'm scared of my past with my ex could make this shit a sequel
We both got affiliates our pasts are running deep
If you ever speak to them again, just know you're losing me
That's two bodies, two sizes, that's two coffins that I'm copping
Possessive when it comes to you, but I still leave you options
I'm the best you'll ever have and I know that shit for a fact
Real recognizes real, so I pat myself on the back
I don't make songs about a female cause a fear of looking stupid
But tell me why baby you have been pouring through my music
I try to tell you how I feel once I see you in person
But the words I end up searching really never end up working
I can tell you that I love you, but I feel like that's too easy
All this time we spend on arguments, make me scared that you'll leave me
Second guessings second nature, I don't mean to come off strong
But it's like every time I open up, somebody does me wrong
And I'm not saying it's you
I know you feel this way too
That's why I made this song for you and only you