Swimming

I am swimming in an ocean
But my friends and family have not known
I am lost at sea
Clinging onto things
Praying by God I drift on home

Practicing hypocrisy
In shameful ploys when I'm alone
Lord help me Lord help me Lord help me Lord help me
My prayers begin to sound like sad pathetic moans

I have grown to know what it is
To feel numb
In the wake of so much fun
My spirit is dwindling and the spider is spindling
I guess he'll just have to wrap me up

Behind these bright eyes
You'd be surprised
At all the terrible things I've done
Can't sleep at night where is my mind
So far gone so far gone

Behind these bright eyes
You'd be surprised
At all the terrible things I've done
Can't sleep at night where is my mind
So far gone so far gone