No way in hell

I am, adrift in a sea of sorrow, swallowed whole by the darkness that surrounds me, lost
I am lost, with no compass to guide me back to the light
What's lost without deaths of despair? Wander aimlessly through corridors in my mind, through corridors in my mind
Wait, what? Death in the air, you lost me there when you left me dear
Dreams shattered, inception upon the floor, like a Leo I'm bleeding forever sore
I've been feeling real alone in my low times, I've been feeling real alone in my low times, I've been feeling real alone in my low times, goddamn
I've been feeling real alone in my low times, I've been feeling real alone in my low times, I've been feeling real alone in my low times, goddamn
I've been feeling like death is now, so let's fuck now, not later
Time is more like we live, life to give God a fucking favor
My Lord, death, and Savior. Is it really what you want? Is it really what you want from me
Is it really what you want? Is it really what you want? Is it really what you want from me
But all of my friends, they won't me here. All of my friends, they won't me here
All of my friends, they need me here. And I can't stand to leave you dear
I've been feeling real alone in my low times, I've been feeling real alone in my low times, I've been feeling real alone in my low times, goddamn
I've been feeling real alone in my low times, I've been feeling real alone in my low times, I've been feeling real alone in my low times, goddamn
What's lost? death or snow, I'm feeling lost, Mary, and I need you now
Wandering how, I got here, since age 17, I knew hell was near
Life changed in a blink of an eye