payroll pov

Going out was never for me
I hate that your friends never told me
I hate the way you hold me at arms reach
Conveniently for you
That's how it worked conveniency for you

But I'll swallow my pride
I'll have to put that aside
Maybe I'll be just fine
But God it'll take me some time
Thought that I was enough
When I was keeping you up

Guess you never found the time to come back to me

All these bodies on the dance floor
Find way to make it natural
Spill their hearts out with their payroll
Pouring drinks under the table

Can you tell me where you're coming from
Tell me why do
Body shots and table tops translate to
A good night out all the neon lights seem to do
Is drown me from your whole point of view
What you never did for me I did for you

You didn't love me you needed me
Took what you want from my heart out on my sleeve
Gaslight me
Give me some time show some decency
You know that time wasn't ever fond with me
Why can't I leave

Guess you never found the time to come back to me