Waves

Don't mind me, don't pull the curtain back
There's nothing there to see
I'm just a human being
But most days are monochrome
Comes in waves, these days the same, it's tiresome
I trace the lines back (Trace the lines back)
To that day in our apartment
She screamed bloody murder in the shower, raining down
Not overcast, but in my past there's thunderstorms

I don't wanna be part of your unbroken cycle
Don't wanna live in regret
Can't take back what was done to one another

Don't look back, there's nothing to see (Run, run away)
Don't look back, there's only pain (Run)
Time will be our friend in the end (Run, run away)
Don't look back there's only pain (Run)
All my life I'll be holding on (Run)
To the hope it will subside (Run)

Breathe, and tell myself there's always a purpose
We grow from suffering, this is the truth
Now why can't I believe myself
Digging from the inside
It's the shame that you wanted me to have

I don't wanna be part of your unbroken cycle
Don't wanna live in regret
Can't take back what was done to one another

Endless waves come crashing over me
Endless waves come crashing over me

All the time I spent fleeing
Avoiding the pain you cause me
And all the ways I'm so fucked up
Time will be my friend, I hope
Breaking the walls down inside myself
Searching for meaning in consequence
Take my memory, take my love
Find a way to let go

I don't wanna be part of your unbroken cycle
Don't wanna live in regret
Can't take back what was done to one another
Don't wanna live in regret
Take it back, I've had enough for a lifetime
Don't wanna live in regret
Take it back, I've had enough for a lifetime