Circles

We can run round in circles
I know I'm not that direct
I guess we're just jumping hurdles
Until you go and find your next

And I have to accept it
Don't wanna accept it
Do I have to accept it
Am I being selfish

How come I don't know
Feel like your doors closed
We're meant to be close
don't even know you no more
Our problems rose
It's you I chose
Kept you out the cold
For as long as I could

Maybe we'll look back
in the past
Smiles on faces as we laughed
We'll never have that back
Whoa how the time just lapsed
Before it all collapsed
You wanted something that would last
But I couldn't give you that

I know
Things go over my head
Didn't mean to leave you on read
Was busy deciphering what u said
Did u have intent
Now your seeing red
And I'm extra stressed
It's turned to my mess
Trying to rest my head
warm in my bed

Your blowing my phone
Saying I'm a burden
Wish we weren't hurting
How can we be so close
Yet so far apart
Now I'm sitting in this place
That we used to call ours
As I sit there still just watching the cars
Remember we we'd Sit here for a couple hours
Now it's over I'm left with scars
Seeing our initial in the stars
And it's Breaking my heart

Maybe we'll look back
In the past
Smiles on faces as we laughed
We'll never have that back
Whoa how the time just lapsed
Before it all collapsed
You wanted something that would last
But I couldn't give you that

Sorry we're just not on the same page,
Maybe I'm to blame,
I don't know how to deal with
All this change, but it's messing with my brain,
And I can't go down the same lane, same lane

Maybe we'll look back in the past, smiles on our Faces as we laughed, we'll never have
That back.
Oh, how the time just lapsed
Before it all collapsed,
You wanted something that would last,
I couldn't give you that