pathetic

You're far from being perfect
Fuck you think who you are?
Was my love even worthy?
Did i took it too far?
There was no one to save me
There was nowhere to hide
Everyone was around me
Didn't care if i cry

And once again we say goodbye
I'll try again until i die
Even tho all my attempts are declined
I promise i won't waste your time

I told you i'd be there
Even tho you never care
I just want to be together
Let me show you what i felt
Cus you're clearly unaware
Words get twisted in despair
Lies get spread and it's unfair
I really want to cut my hair
I really want to cut my skin
Calm down the hate i hold within
A couple lines drawn on my wrist
Oh god forgive me for my sins
Oh man i really hate my life
I never sleep just waste my time
Writing songs that no one likes
Hate how she's always on my mind

And once again i'll say goodbye
I let you down, then made you cry
Am i pathetic if i take my life?
Don't really care so expect me to die