Eulogy

Got to stay true to me
What they going to say at my eulogy
This love is so new to me
I don't know what ya do to me
Because I'm not the same nigga that I used to be
Foolery, I'm so tired of the foolery
Shit I done did in the past it's not cool to me
I was being stupid, see
Giving all your love, you would never think about using me
Making you nervous, girl I'll put you at ease
Different lane I'm curving up early, because I'm just doing me
Yeah I'm twenty now, so vision what I'm pursuing see
Yeah this is my world and I'm the one that's ruling it
Give a fuck about what you think I'm just cooling it
Knowing that all this shit up in me deep
Thankful for how life has gifted me
It's a different type of treasure that my spirit seek
Everybody be the same but I'm different see
I'm the truth so I gotta go speak
Just up in my room in the booth, had to hop on a beat
I done found light from searching up in the darkness
On a different path, I done left on my James Harden shit
This money ain't that hard to get
And I don't care about compliments
I'm just heating up I ain't even go my hardest yet
Never had much now I'm shining so I gotta flex
Know I'm next up so that's why I gotta come correct
Never knew I could start rhyming and collecting these checks
I just let it come to me and watch the shit manifest
Remember having a little clothes, this my hardest fit yet
Put the work in, so I earned it, call it cause & effect
It's just action, reaction
When I started this rapping
And over time this is really what started to happen
Me and T remind me of Aladdin and Jasmine
Tryna impress her, didn't know I was already magic
Appreciate the love from ya fam
Appreciate the gifts from ya daddy
But that's history that's in the past tense
Girl if you missing me let's make it happen
Come together, enjoy the gift of life
I made my choices, I paid the price
You left me, I get it, wasn't doing right
Sitting in my regret all them lonely nights
But I had to break free, I had to spread my wings
I had to look up in the mirror see that I'm a king
Had to really ask myself, who going to save me
When I'm the one who put myself up in prison
Now I got to play my role, play my position yeah
Never knew it was so much that I was missing yeah
I love you girl, imma make better decisions yeah
And this a letter from my heart I hope you listening
Gotta stay true to me
What they going to say at my eulogy
This love is so new to me
I don't know what ya do to me
Because I'm not the same nigga that I used to be