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Only to find that you've been fooling your..
You've been kidding yourself
And I would just forever would say things to myself like well you
It's hard because it's real, like it hurts because it's real
You know when I was in places in my life for just making terrible decisions for my part
I think the overall, the feeling is that when you're experiencing a beautiful moment
You are so afraid for it to end that you don't experience it