Hebrews 8:12 (Intro)

[Intro]
Yes, Sinneyy

[Verse]
Look, how can you go from a guardian to a villain
How can you hurt me to a point it’s unforgiven
How can you blame me for everything when your the main protagonist to your story
You wanted us all to back you when It didn’t feel right
This is between you and them we didn’t need be taking sides
We didn’t need to listen to everything and be the spies
We didn’t need to be taking drugs whist talking to love of our lives
I’m sorry this is not me making those choices of that night
You held me down and I get that
You taught me the dark sides of life
Like all of this is a test of my mind
We are broken, we have hurt, we have cried
But I felt you took advantage of me for years on end
If you can’t see that then I’ll leave you in the rear end
I felt your intentions was already premeditated
I felt you loved me but it’s all hated
I can see parts of you have already vacated
You entered yourself to be negated
Damaged my insides now saw the truth to your character
Why couldn’t you give me a slap and given me a long lecture
I’m sorry for the relationship
A Robin symbolises happiness
So why when I see you your filled with emptiness
But I didn’t tamper with any of that
Just saw your views and took your side and backed you with all of that
I never heard their side and I felt heavy regret with all of that
Two words led to destruction how did I not see that
I didn’t think and now I live with this trauma on my back
I fear your driving around in that mercedes plotting your next attack
I fear your homeboys will run up on me and my life will flash
I fear you’ll come back with the drugs in your system and you’ll regret that
I fear-I fear
I fear your gonna get time and blame for me that
But I already told you that I already felt bad
I loved you enough that we felt invincible
We didn’t listen to our realities and it got us into trouble
We do stupid shit when we were not responsible
You should of gave up this shit a long time ago
I thought years ago you should of settled
But every relationship has it bumps on the road
Your actions speak louder than words
How my words do more than actions
We don’t realise it until we actually sit down and think about it
Right now I’m reliving that moment in my mind like
Sinneyy, Why did you get involved that night?
Sinneyy, Why was you even there that night?
Sinneyy, Why couldn’t you have just went home that night?
Sinneyy, Why have made yourself paranoid every night?
Sinneyy, It’s your fault that this has happened alright?
You live in fear or you die tonight
Right?