Scared

[Verse 1]
It’s Her Loss she didn’t want me
I should of respected her boundaries
I went into too deep too quickly
I keep doing this to all the girls that I like,pure stupidity
I need to love myself before I can love what’s out there
Im the enemy of my mistakes no need to over share
I’ve spend over a decade trying to find a proper relationship
But girls seem to just recently come out of it
I’m too scared that all the good ones are gone
I’m too scared that my love is all wrong
I’m too scarеd to be grow old without love
I’m too scared to bе all alone
Infatuation kills me every day
I need to stop hitting myself and calling it a day
I need to find my own path my own way
Too many sad songs I’ve been listening to drake
Maybe I need space to open my eyes
So much time that goes by but she says she needs time
My mate feels I need to relax and drink some wine
Fine dining is what I like spending it right is all about life
Life is too short to be sat at home watching memories go by

[Verse 2]
Right,You know how deep it feels you ever had those wicked chills
Whenever you see the most beautiful woman But then the rejection Kills
Don’t worry it’s their Loss the pain we move on In time it will
Birthday coming up and no idea how I’m gonna celebrate it
27 on the 7th damn 7 feels like the lucky number ain’t it
I’m thankful for who returned in my life
It’s true when people say give it time
If they care about you they’ll be back
You just gotta focus on yourself and that one day they’ll bring it back
Some days can be very stressful with managing role I’m taking
People don’t realise the help I give until they realise it
I’m a one man army I don’t get why I feel like this
Some people take me granted and it feels like Shit
Appreciate the ones who support and love you
If they don’t you know they weren’t on loyalty list
Internet is a cruel world to find the real but tough times will always show that feel
I’ll back in 2023 to show more love more life in this world