Bitter

Bitter days come to play
Here to throw your spite and bitter ways in your face
Snuffing out the thought of better days
In some way this will all come back to haunt you
It will always find you

It always knows where I run
So I'll seek it out instead
To lay waste to myself
Neck deep in what I've bled
It seems like ages since it was okay to believe it
Now the tides are changing colors
Just leave it
Alone

It's not worth coming back to this fragile home
Can't tell if I'm breathing
I always end up in the place that made me feel so low

Letting go
Of all thе things that felt so overwhelming
I'vе made up my mind this time
I got this song in my head
And I'll keep singing bout better days
In hopes to break away
From the mess I've made

I've been feeling
Separated from myself
No matter where I turn temptation will follow
So I separate myself
From second guessing
All of my being
How can something seem so simple
But when I try to fight it feels so far away

Keep telling myself that it'll be okay
But in the back of my head I'll find myself here again
Tired of looking back
Judging mistakes I've made that I know won't fade away
My thoughts are like torture
I got no where to hide
From this new pain that I've found
That's left me broken inside
Over stepping my bounds
Searching for room to breathe
Bound to be hopeless with no opportunity to leave

Letting go
Of all the things that felt so overwhelming
I've made up my mind this time
I got this song in my head
And I'll keep singing bout better days
In hopes to break away
From the mess I've made

Beaten apart by stones
I've thrown myself
Broken now
I've burnt my own bridges
I'll reap what I sow

Am I crazy
Or just fucking scared
Overwhelming myself by reliving my sins