In Conversation (Freestyle)

In conversation they can never get it outta me
On the microphone I open up entirely
And I've been thinking should I tweak a few details
In case the verse offend all of the people that inspired it
But keep it honest if they trip they do it quietly
Cause that honesty's the only light that's guiding me
Only thing that keeps me stable when I'm spiraling
Only thing I really do that doesn't tire me
And I've been caught up in my thoughts
Tryna figure out why every single conversation feels like a goodbye to me
And I'm just looking at my circle
Kinda funny I don't see none of the ones that tried convince me they would die for me
Ain't been hungry in a minute but this year we took a vow
We grinding like we tryna make it out of poverty
And T told me "yo this year I don't show up to the function if it isn't with a dime on either side of me"
To each his own
I'm focused on the peak and tryna reach the zone
I'm working on the mix tryna complete the songs
Little things like the delivery, the pitch and tone
And shit is stressful cause we tryna get world
But we dealing with some dudes that never work but wanna tag along
And I've been tuned in to the game besides maybe 2011
When I quickly flipped the channel tryna watch the throne
That's what I'm on
When I started this it was, uh
never, uh, never meant to be a thing or a career
It was just like, a form of self expression
So like…
Everything that's in the music is me
So I just like, used my name
So that means, like, what? Do you feel like it's in your blood? Like…
No, not in my b-
It's just like the vehicle I discovered to, to, to, uhh
Express myself
Yeah
In conversation I can never really open up
I can't tell you 'bout the pressure that I'm soaking up
And I can't tell you 'bout the girl that I love dearly but accepted her and I are better people when we're broken up
How I learnt that love's important but it's not enough
Important lessons that I'm learning as I'm growing up
I would tell you more about it but I've moaned enough
All I know is to keep going when the going's tough
All I know is shrug it off and just keep showing up
All I know is keep it humble when we're glowing up
All I know is making music's therapeutic
It's a bonus when we walk into the spot and they just know it's us
When strangers dap me up and tell me keep in touch
But I'm focused on these verses that I'm serving up
Tryna do it and repeat it
So the doubters never question whether it's a stroke of genius or a stroke of luck
To each his own
I'm focused on the peak and tryna reach the zone
Working on the mix tryna complete the songs
Little things like the delivery, the pitch and tone
And shit is stressful cause we tryna get world
But we dealing with some dudes that never work but wanna tag along
And I've been tuned in to the game besides maybe 2011
When I quickly flipped the channel tryna watch the throne
That's what I'm on