How Many Times

You you are my life
But I'm left here waiting like everything is wrong
I wish to feel no more and I've pulled you down
Please just hide your frown
How many times must you be told
I'm not the one who wears the blindfold
My smile on the outside is nothing but lies
A clown's own clothes are his disguise
Cos I'm mean yes I'm selfish and I'm bored
Cos I've got nothing to make me smile
You think you're always right
When I feel like my heart is torn away
I've got nothing left to make me smile
The darkness hides the light
Take take all my hate
And I've got no faith in my own gaping doubt
I've been here before
The time will pass but for now I'm glass
How many times must you be told
I'm not the one who wears the blindfold
My smile on the outside is nothing but lies
A clown's own clothes are his disguise
Cos I'm mean yes I'm selfish and I'm bored
Cos I've got nothing to make me smile
You think you're always right
When I feel like my heart is torn away
I've got nothing left to make me smile
The darkness hides the light
Cos I'm mean yes I'm selfish and I'm bored
Cos I've got nothing to make me smile
With you a cannot fight
Cos I feel like my heart is torn away
I've got nothing else to change my mind
The darkness hides the light