Monster
It's been a couple hours since our fall out
And I still don't really know what it was all about
But your words have really got me thinking
Am I really as bad as everyone's saying
Was negativity all that I was conveying
Have I ever really been likeable
I know that I ain't perfect
But maybe I deserve it
If everyone's saying the same thing
If all of this is because of me
Then I don't deserve any sympathy
For tearing apart my own life
Maybe I'm the one that pulled the trigger
Maybe I'm the one that sparked the fire
Am I as innocent as I say I am?
I don't know what to think anymore
Maybe I'm the reason that I'm suffering
Maybe I'm the reason that I lost everything
Am I really the victim In all this?
Or am I just a monster
Maybe I'm the one that pulled the trigger
Maybe I'm the one that sparked the fire
Am I as innocent as I say I am?
I don't know what to think anymore
Maybe I'm the reason that I'm suffering
Maybe I'm the reason that I lost everything
Am I really the victim In all this?
Or am I just a monster
I always talk about stopping toxicity
And spreading peace and love in the community
But have I been practicing what I'm preaching
Is it true that I've always been like this
Am I the reason that they have no bliss
Have I ever really been a nice guy
I know that I ain't flawless
But maybe I don't deserve solace
If everyone's saying the same thing
If I'm the reason for my downfall
Then honestly I deserve to lose it all
For tearing apart my own life
Maybe I'm the one that pulled the trigger
Maybe I'm the one that sparked the fire
Am I as innocent as I say I am?
I don't know what to think anymore
Maybe I'm the reason that I'm suffering
Maybe I'm the reason that I lost everything
Am I really the victim In all this?
Or am I just a monster
Maybe I'm the one that pulled the trigger
Maybe I'm the one that sparked the fire
Am I as innocent as I say I am?
I don't know what to think anymore
Maybe I'm the reason that I'm suffering
Maybe I'm the reason that I lost everything
Am I really the victim In all this?
Or am I just a monster
I'm just tryna keep things real
But if that's how you feel
Then maybe It's possible
That I'm the one responsible
I'm just tryna speak my mind
But if that makes me unkind
Then maybe It's clear to see
That all the blames on me