two faced

I put a smile on my face
No matter how I feel
Even if I'm sinkin'
Can't be droppin' tears
Ain't a boy, I'm a man now
Soon to be a star in due time
In due time
But what's the purpose of doing all the things that I did
Trying to grow for what reason I wish

I wish I knew

I'm used tightening my neck so I won't stand out
But now I've come too far I wish
I wish I could convey how I feel
Distorted and confused how I feel
What it feels to be in love how I feel

How I feel

What does it takes to be right
How bad it hurts to be wrong
I've had a mask for so long
I lost the touch to be real
What does it takes to be right
How bad it hurts to be wrong
I've had a mask for so long
I lost the touch to be real

If there's someone who I can
Trust enough to say who I am
I know that I'm weird sometimes
But I wish somebody knew this side of me

Knew this side of me
Knew this side of me
Knew this side of me
Of me, of me

There are a couple moments where I want to look back
And I'm just thinking if I made the right choices
Would it be right?
Would it be right?
I wish, I could, I would

I wish I could convey how I feel
Distorted and confused how I feel
What it feels to be in love how I feel

How I feel

What does it takes to be right
How bad it hurts to be wrong
I've had a mask for so long
I lost the touch to be real
What does it takes to be right
How bad it hurts to be wrong
I've had a mask for so long
I lost the touch to be real

If there's someone who I can trust enough
To say who I am
I know that I'm weird sometimes
But I wish somebody knew this side of me

Knew this side of me
Knew this side of me
Knew this side of me
Of me, of me