Smoke

She's elusive
An aberration that don't wanna be exclusive
She's always making me feel like I'm gonna lose it
I'm gonna lose it

She got excuses
Always leave me on the back foot tryna prove it
Making me think why the fuck I'd even choose this
Why'd I choose this?

Oh, we push and pull like we lose it all
And she takes my hand, makes me comfortable
But behind those eyes, hidden deep inside
Is the darker shade of what she's tryna hide

Sometimes she's here, sometimes she's smoke
Sometimes she's yes, after she's no
Sometimes she's left but she's always right
Sometimes I'm enough but it wasn't at night
Sometimes she's evil, sometimes she's broke
Sometimes I feel like she's a ghost
When she gets high, she sees that I'm low
I just hear you out, you go up in smoke
Up in smoke

She's divisive
She's always got me where she wants me, how she likes it
She's always sitting, always suffering in private
That's how she likes it

She ain't the quiet type
Every room she walk into, the place alights
Same routine almost every night, every night

Oh, we push and pull like we lose it all
And she takes my hand, makes me comfortable
But behind those eyes, hidden deep inside
Is the darker shade of what she's tryna hide

Sometimes she's here, sometimes she's smoke
Sometimes she's yes, after she's no
Sometimes she's left but she's always right
Sometimes I'm enough but it wasn't at night
Sometimes she's evil, sometimes she's broke
Sometimes I feel like she's a ghost
When she gets high, she sees that I'm low
I just say you go up in smoke
Up in smoke

Up in smoke
Up in smoke

Oh, we push and pull like we lose it all
And she takes my hand, makes me comfortable
But behind those eyes, hidden deep inside
Is the darker shade of what she's tryna hide

Sometimes she's here, sometimes she's smoke
Sometimes she's yes, after she's no
Sometimes she's left but she's always right
Sometimes I'm enough but it wasn't at night
Sometimes she's evil, sometimes she's broke
Sometimes I feel like she's a ghost
When she gets high, she sees that I'm low
I just leave her to go up in smoke