partome

(I remember that like oh)

Putting birthday gifts on layaway
This is what you're worth and more
I just can't pay today
If I could, you know that I would buy the whole store
But my son we just ain't paid that way
Leggo get some food with Link
Go home and eat off of paper plates
You know that sound good to me
First of the month is our favorite day

Done with dinner Momma can I go next door
Second residence there where the neighbors stay
If she tell me "no" then I implore
Tryna hang with bro and stay up late
They got Playstation and cable with porn
Playboy channel 498
All I gotta say is "I am bored"
And then she'd cave right away
Wonder if she felt ignored
When I would wanna leave right away
(I remember her like --)
I hope she knew she's always a part of me
Always a part of me

I'm from the part of the city where daddies go absentee
Parents commonly missing like Ben Simmons at the three
Or if they present they both prolly working well after three out of necessity
That's cool, I got the key
Get myself up and then let myself in after school and then start practicing
Saxophone, homework, or video games and I watch TV
Easy decision if that is left up to me
Abandonment issues and choosing distractions is always a part of me
I might get better, but hardly
It's always a part of me

I smoke on loud, sitting in silence
I can be real kind, or kinda violent
Kinda like when brodie back in college was drunk
And he thought he could reach for and grab me by my collar
When I tried to get him out
Making scene in an acquaintance house
I had to lay him out
I had to straighten him out
So I did, I broke his fucking nose
Had him bleeding all up on the floor
Shit was looking like a crime scene
And if I'm honest, I liked it and I still do
That's a side that isn't likely
That doesn't mean it ain't like me
Deep down I pray for a nigga to fight me
I'd kill you

An impulse for aggression is always a part of me
(I acknowledge that like oh)
Self- control is a bigger blessing that's always a part of me
(I remember that like oh)
(Everything is)
But only part of me
(Everything is)