If I Die (Feat. Criggoh, Julia Alexa & Josiah)

I don't want to die
I just don't want to live
'Cause I know I've already tried
It hurts I can't win
I don't want to die
I just don't want to live
'Cause I don't ever want to think

If I die would you miss me at all?
Would you cry on the phone when they call?
If I die would it mean a thing?
My time was short but I hope it wasn't wasted
I sung for you when you never even listened
I cried alone on the table in your kitchen
I drove past just to see if you'd miss me
Never should've done that when you're with him
Yeah, I don't wanna wake up and wake and see the sunlight
I don't wanna wake up like you waking up to new eyes
Charismatic personality but it just dies
Every little detail of you, it tells lies
Tells lies, tells lies, bring me into pieces
Pick me off the ground and then bring me in the sequence
Life is short, I shot, like every movie film I've ever watched
You always wrote down all the plots and now it's time for you to stop

I don't want to die
I just don't want to live
'Cause I know I've already tried
It hurts I can't win

Yeah, yeah
I don't wanna die actually let me just stop lyin' uh
Seeing you with him made me see you with new eyes uh
Demons in disguise all around, guess that's life uh
Me around you made me feel so alive uh
But not no more don't know why I expected more
Gave you all my lovin' and everything I could afford uh
Never thought about it twice there never was no chore no
You need me, I'm there for you that's how it's supposed to work uh
Yeah, yeah that's how it's supposed to workout
I was contemplating my life
Come to realize you a dumb bitch never worth my time
So I'ma stop trippin'
All so he could have you
And it sound pretty funny but I swear I ain't kidding [yeah I'm coolin'
True story it sound pretty ridiculous

I don't want to die
I just don't want to live
'Cause I know I've already tried
It hurts I can't win
I don't want to die
I just don't want to live
'Cause I don't ever want to think