Cashflow & Tristesse

Trust issues the size of my ego
Can't look at myself in the mirror
My whole body hurts from the whiplash
Feels like my whole world ripped at the seams and
I hope there's angels above me
Menace to myself when I wanna be
Everybody look like an enemy
I cant find consolation in anything

American Express my pain
I put it on my wrist and fingers
You tell me I don't look the same
Try dealing with the things I deal with
American Express my pain
I put it on my wrist and fingers
You tell me I don't look the same

Silky head to toe I'm draped in linen
Sick of everyone need penicillin
And I want love but I'm afraid to give it
And I miss you but I'll never admit it

And I hope there's angels above me
I'm a menace to myself when I wanna be
Everybody look like an enemy
I can't find consolation in anything

American Express my pain
I put it on my wrist and fingers
You tell me I don't look the same
Try dealing with the things I deal with