Love Your Lies

You wonder where I been or who I lie with
Like you hold a sense of entitlement
Like I still hold a place in your heart
I escaped, fell apart
But I'm use to changing environments

You made a man who had nothing
Taste something so real
With him risking it all

A devilish deal With subliminal thoughts
To watch me just fiend for withdrawal

I had to break from those chains
And from there I would crawl
Compassion and love was the cause

I had did nothing and worship the ground that you walked
Despite all the truths and your flaws

Made me believe it was worth it in taking a loss
A trick that was often applaud

Yet I was trapped in my mind
And remained behind walls
As you watch just crumble and fall

Feel like I'm wasting while waiting
For you and I
My mind has been vacant sinking in places
I can't describe
I need you kill me
I need you to tell me
I'll make it in time
And whenever I go
I'm hoping that you know
It's do or die
So why do you hate me

I bleed for mine

Our own life lessons
Shows us perfection was never sublime

If your only intent was to taint what life meant
Then why come into mine
How could I be so blind
You left me behind

I had to fend for my own
Feeling the pain take a toll now
My bodies too weak I can't go
Narcotics the way that I cope now

Haven't slept in some days in a row
I think that my body doesn't know how
And yet I'll compete for your soul
Even though it only shows I'm controlled now

Feel like I'm wasting while waiting for you and I
My mind has been vacant sinking in places I can't describe
I need you kill me
I need you to tell me
I'll make it in time
And whenever I go
I'm hoping that you know
Its do or die

So why do you hate me

I bleed for mine
I've been through hell and back again
You can see it in my eyes
Although afraid, I let you in

I love your lies
I love your lies
I love your lies

So help me
I need you more than ever I don't mean to

I bleed for mine

So help me
I need you more than ever I don't mean to

I bleed for mine