Circles vol. II

I crossed paths with this princess
Our lives intersected
She came from a place where women
Wasn't respected
Could tell she had game picked up From life's lessons
She moved away to college and then Commenced stressing
New experiences mixed with past Trauma
She was trying to cope but
Couldn't ask mama
Wasn't speaking to her pops, it was Mad drama, still working through Regrets stemmed from last summer

Queen was pill popping, sipping, Snorting, and weed smoking
Now she unemployed using boys to fill The void
Heart felt hollow, couldn't eat, barely Could sleep
Lost weight but didn't trip
The boys loved her physique
Soaking up the wrong types of Attention
Downward spirals turned to tornadoes Feeling like she lost a connection
Feeling unplugged, in the wind, Guidance was gone
Until she met this dude, thinking that he putting her on
But she was turned out
See he didn't know how to love
he was taught to mask feelings
he ain't know how to hug
Desensitized to violence, loved the Streets he would run
With the alcohol and pills to chill Keeping him numb
He's depressed though, quick to flip on Her
It's a mess yo
Both in need of therapy, connected Now, can't let go
his narcissism feeds her
Insecurities
It's a cycle now, cycle down, all I see

All I see, all I see, all I see
All I see, all I see is circles
Caught up in the
Caught up in the
Caught up in the
All I see is circles, caught up in the Cycle
Caught up in the
Caught up in the

Yo
Wifey said you need to talk, but not With me
Some things you need to address, in Therapy
I'm thinking that she really tripping Even though I know she's right
Not managing my stress
Even though I felt it was light
But beyond the facade of a face with a Grin
Forces beyond good and evil battle Within
Feeling unplugged
All my positivity gone
With no hopes to crack a smile, it was a piece of me gone
I had to change routes, see I didn't Know what it was
I had never been there, I didn't know the because
I had normalized the overwhelm
Ignoring all my releases
I don't mean to get too technical, don't Be tripping off my thesis
Nah, I don't be tripping off que dices Recognized intrusive thoughts
Now I'm at peace with
My own mind, and I provide the right Type of energy
Sometimes you can't force it, baby, just Let it be