i wish i was good enough

I hate that you were nice to me
I hate that you were honest and you never lied to me
I hate how you could make me smile
I hate how your lips felt against mine
I hate how happy I was when you were around
I hate how I used to talk about you when you weren't around
I hate that I'm in love with you
I hate that I'm in love with you
I don't think I have it in me
To get over you, I'll have to bleed
I don't see why you had to leave
Cuz I don't think I'll ever be good enough for
You to love me yeah I'll be soon enough
Gone for good but you'll never see it in me
Good enough, good enough
I just wish I could be good enough
For you to love me, to be there for me
But I'm just not good enough
Good enough, good enough
I just wish I could be good enough
For you to love me, to be there for me
But I'm just not good enough
I wake up thinking things could have been different
I want you to talk and I just wanna listen
But I can't accept that how things could be
Like this
I wanna fight this, but I'm tired now
I could deny this, but I don't know how
I know it's my wish, but I don't want it to be
Good enough, good enough
I just wish I could be good enough
For you to love me, to be there for me
But I'm just not good enough
Good enough, good enough
I just wish I could be good enough
For you to love me, to be there for me
But I'm just not good enough
Good enough, good enough
I just wish I could be good enough
For you to love me, to be there for me
I wish I was good enough