Remainder

[Verse 1]
Had the feeling that we were due for bad news
Six months away before we knew
That no good was ever coming through
I burnt down the house for you
Took my shit out of your room
Kissed my dog goodbye
"I guess it's time to move."

[Verse 2]
My things on the lawn in the heat
September stayed so warm and your sweat tasted sweet
It's the last time I held you complete
The last family on the street
The only time we meet -- you're not alone

[Chorus]
But all things in mind, I couldn't be better
Than times that I've denied myself my happiness
And all things considered, I come out the remainder
Left alone without my whole
So where'd you go?

[Verse 3]
Now I stay indoors on my throne
And I talk to myself
Pray that you haven't flown
And I'll reap what I have sown
Because I'm just a fucked up kid
Who dreams of dying alone

[Chorus]
But all things in mind, I couldn't be better
Than times that I've denied myself my happiness
And all things considered, I come out the remainder
Left alone without my whole

[Instrumental]

[Chorus]
But all things in mind, I couldn't be better
Than times that I've denied myself my happiness
And all things considered, I come out the remainder
Left alone without my whole

[Outro]
Moving in I'm miserable from rings and beds I took for granted
Feels like I am barely here
Seven years that never happened
Giving up on loving things
Except maybe for my new family
Hold myself up for display:
"Everything just brings me down today."