Nothing Ever Is

[Verse 1]
I'm taking it all back to
The start of everything I knew
Before my mind collapsed
Before my heart relapsed
Here we are I'll admit
It's not everything I wanted
Knock it back to kill the pain
Doesn't ease the suffering

[Chorus]
You know it's killing me
But you can't seem to see
What you're doing here
It's not your fault
But it's not fair
But nothing ever is
Nothing ever is

[Verse 2]
Even though it really hurts
I'm trying not to think the worst
I need to get past my selfishness
And wish for just your happiness
Here we are I'll admit
It's a lot harder than I thought it
I escape to my fantasies
But nothing eases the suffering

[Chorus]
You know it's killing me
But you can't seem to see
What you're doing here
It's not your fault
But it's not fair
But nothing ever is
Nothing ever is

[Bridge]
And right now I'll admit
I should be a conduit
And right now I'll admit
I should be a conduit

[Chorus]
You know it's killing me
But you can't seem to see
What you're doing here
It's not your fault
But it's not fair
But nothing ever is
Nothing ever is