The Last Hurrah

I know what steps I must take
To stop making these mistakes
And I have been making plans
To become a better version
Of a numb and bitter person
In control and in command

I can say with confidence
It's over after July
I've got some friends in town next week
It's over and done on New Year's Day
After we've had a chance to speak
And every night's the last hurrah
Every night's the last hurrah
It's over until next time

Remember me when I am gone
Pissing on the neighbor's front lawn
You don't know I pissed the bed
And that I almost bled out that night
In toilet water under blacklight
Not knowing what I had said

I can say with confidence
It's over after July
I've got some friends in town next week
It's over and done on New Year's Day
After we've had a chance to speak
And every night's the last hurrah
Every night's the last hurrah
It's over until next time

Until next time
That I get sick
Of my sick mind
Until next time
That I get sick
Of my sick mind

I can say with confidence
It's over after July
I've got some friends in town next week
It's over and done on New Year's Day
After we've had a chance to speak
And every night's the last hurrah
Every night's the last hurrah
It's over until next time