All These Lights Are Graves

I know something since I was born
It's all the best flowers have at least one thorn
All around me all these blurry lights
They seem to be so damn cold
They don't give me any warmth
They're only lighting up the depth of my tomb
They say that hope is the last to die
Kill it first, survive
 
These lights won't let me see the dark
As I could never feel I fall apart
(But I can't stop to fight)
I want to live, not to survive
I want to live, not to survive
 
We hold on to desires until they bleed us dry
 
Feeling like I'm never good enough, still I keep to try so hard
It's better than nothing
It's really a dumb thing to tell yourself when everything is falling apart
 
These lights won't let me see the dark
As I could never feel I fall apart
But I can't stop to fight
I want to live, not to survive
I want to live, not to survive
I want to live, not to survive
 
How would it be like to sleep without dreaming anymore?
 
These lights won't let me see the dark
As I could never feel I fall apart
(But I can't stop to fight)
I want to live not to survive
I want to live not to survive
All around me all these blurry lights
They seem to be so damn cold
They don't give me any warmth
They're only lighting up the depth of my tomb
 
I want to live not to survive