My Own Demise

I don’t know if I should smile or just let myself cry
I’ve seen these days pass me by with disappointment in disguise
I’m craving for this moment I will escape from this cold
I’ve got a bitter feeling at the very bottom of my heart
And it makes me wonder why
Am I on the rise or am I witnessing my own demise?
If you expect me to let you know you got me wrong
I’ve been working all these little things out on my own for way too long
Tomorrow I’ll be fine and I’ll be strong
Back to the bright side is where I belong
One step ahead and two steps back
Or is it the other way around? I’m losing track
Have I been paving the way for better days
Or lost myself on another meandering way?
If you expect me to let you know you got me wrong
I’ve been working all these little things out on my own for way too long
Tomorrow I’ll be fine and I’ll be strong
Back to the bright side is where I belong