I DON'T WANNA KNOW

I ain't had a chance to breathe in a long time
All I do is fuck up no I won't lie
All I do is get fucked chasing good highs
I can't feel a fucking thing kinda wanna die
I don't wanna know the shit I took
I don't wanna know just just get me hooked
I don't wanna know the shit I'm on
I don't wanna know just get me gone
I don't wanna know what's in my veins
I just wanna know what's in your brain
I don't wanna know just fuck me up
I don't wanna know what's in this cup
So am I still waiting
Got 41 reasons to keep hating
All the pills and the drugs I've been taking
All the highs and the lows I been facing
Can't find a good reason
Can't find anything to believe in
Fool me once fool me twice guess we're even
Fool me three times bitch guess I'm leaving
I don't wanna know the shit I took
I don't wanna know just just get me hooked
I don't wanna know the shit I'm on
I don't wanna know just get me gone
I don't wanna know what's in my veins
I just wanna know what's in your brain
I don't wanna know just fuck me up
I don't wanna know what's in this cup
I don't wanna know if I'm ok
I don't wanna know the time of day
I don't wanna hear them anymore
Voices in my head I can't ignore
No haven't felt this low in years
Everyday I'm facing all my fears
Every time I care they disappear
All the shit that they talk I overhear
Holding on for a moment but the moment never comes
Maybe I could be different but the past can't be undone
Kinda feel a little suicidal
Don't wanna admit it I'm in denial
Holding on for a moment but the moment never comes