Deep Conversation

I was jumping in the water Next minute I was swimming in it
Yeah, this earth is full of snakes Yeah, this shit is snake ridden
Went from a small child straight to a pill problem
Missing all the days waking up to see my mother
Yeah, devil woke up and he struck me like it's lightning
Yeah, I know that when I wake up I'm never
Gonna be enlightened
I lost, I'm defeated Never winning this battle
I lost, defeated Devil really think he won this battle
He can't ever win this battle at all, I can't ever let no one die on my watch, nah
I was sipping so much lean, yeah I was almost stuck up in a dream, yeah
Had a lean problem, had a pill problem Had to tell myself that everything's alright
Got a question Do you go to sleep with a Glock 19 Gen 5
Loaded to the brim with one up in the chamber Hoping that you don't gotta take someone's life
It's killing me
This life is killing me, yeah This shit killing me
But I know I'ma make it through all this envy, yeah
Waking up, that's another prayer to the Lord Praying that I see another day and then some
More
Really hoping that this music shit part of
My plot
Wanna treat my family right cause they ain't never got it
Want my family to stop all the pill problems
Also want all of my family to stop all the drug problems
This a deep conversation But I hope that you get what I'm saying, yeah
This a deep conversation But I hope that you get what I'm saying, yeah