Blue Mage

[Verse]
Blue mage, and she's the healer of the crew
Drink that health potion up, feeling brand new
Skills learned in training, time to put them to use
I'm going to win this battle, dedicate this victory to you
Hit a cig, nicotine give me the energy that I need
Just asked Google, "How to stop having nightmares in my sleep"
It's been a straight week, and my sleep is still filled with Hell
Every time I wake up, I cry out for help
What's the message of this is, I don't really know
I don't want to go and visit the corpses that are down below
Army of the undead, bones left sticking out
I'm paranoid, so I'm armoring up at my house
Bought a Kevlar vest, I don't know if it really work
I'm not trying to get shot, not even trying to get hurt
I just want to be as careful as I can
Because jealousy here is in high demand
You start making money, and they want to be your friend
If you ain't give a handout, then they just send a threat
I worked hard for this, and you ain't contributed
What entitles you to share thoughts about who owes anything?
Life rotting in real time, cycling in monotony
Why is the world so short in honesty
Some people just be assholes and use honesty to cover it up
Then when you blow up they want you to show them love
Everyone's fake, man even me
I did some dirty shit, stuff I don't want you to see
I'm not the angel that I'm projecting
But I still got shit that I'm protecting
Whatever man, you get the message
I ain't here to tell all, this not a confession

[Outro]
I'm not trying to crowd your space, promise