Just Like I Planned

[Verse 1: Sunshine Christo]
Living the past, I can't look forward
I feel dead inside, I don't wanna do this no more
I feel so sick, churning up my insides
Looking worse on the outside
It's Hell in my mind, keep this in mind
I've been going through bad episodes and I can't speed time
Stuck in rewind, tell myself that I'll be fine
I live in the past and I want to go back

[Verse 2: Sunshine Christo]
Bitch I don't give a fuck, I just want my bucks
I stay young yeah, like the Young Bucks
Looking in my memories, it's my safe space
No one can hurt me in that place because they've already passed
Fuck the future, boy I want to go back
I don't want to see time leave me behind
I don't like that all my best times are behind
Life's a broken remote and I can't rewind
There is no pause, I'm falling in a hole and the fall can't be stopped
You can act like you care but I know that you not
Since you're not, I don't care who you are

[Verse 3: Yung Danzig]
I know it hurts deep inside
I feel hatred in your eyes
Come with me where time stays still
Come and rest your dying will
Sleep inside the fires beneath the dirt, where you belong
I create the hatred that silences you and I give to you temptations that you swallow from my hand
You follow my footprints in the snow, trailing blood behind you, just like I planned