Goodbye, Old Friend

My hands are shaking
My chest is tight
I feel like dying
Oh, I just might

My knees are weak
My palms are clammed
My eyes, they water
You take my hand

Goodbye, old friend
I guess this is it,
Finally the end
We had a good run
I guess not good enough

I can't breathe
Now I'm home,
The tears fall free
Still I think I'll smoke it out of me
Before it swallows me whole

You send me a last goodbye
It feels so bittersweet
Though I close my eyes
I can't escape the memories
Could I have saved this?
Did this have to be?

Goodbye, old friend
I guess this is it,
Finally the end
We had a good run
I guess not good enough

Goodbye, old friend
I wish you the best
In the end
I hope your wildest dreams become reality
And I truly hope that you're better off without me

I feel broken
I feel flawed
I feel I can't believe in God
I feel lost
Never to be found
No one could understand me so profound
I feel broken
I feel conned
Nothing can replace this bond
I feel lost
My brain isn't sound
A little part of me will never be found

Goodbye, old friend
I guess this is it,
Finally the end
We had a good run
I guess not good enough

Goodbye, old friend
I wish you the best
In the end
I hope your wildest dreams become reality
And I truly hope that you're better off without me

Goodbye, old friend
I still love you
In the end
If you ever find it in you to call me again
Just know I'll be here...
Goodbye, old friend...