Quirky Pop Punk Song (Existential Dread)
[Verse 1: Whipstick]
It's just another day, with the subtle pain
Eyes open wide, trying just to celebrate
Another day closer, pushing myself over the edge
Jumping off the ledge, digging myself into the grave
Self-esteem's low, but anxiety is high
Trapped with these thoughts, but really I know I oughta be fine
Paying the cost, the only thing I'm wasting is time
Killing myself, keep stressing, it all about being alive
So now I'm sniffing some coke, 'cause my emotions are broke
And I'll be slipping off back into my sanity
I tied a knot in the rope and hanged it off of my throat
And I'll be jumping off back into reality
[Pre-Chorus: Novls]
Wandering through this hell I'm in
[Chorus: Stray & Novls]
Feels like time is starting to wear thin, and I feel it all around me
Feels like death is circling in, and I feel it all around me
'Cause I've been searching for a sign
But nothing ever seems to go right
Feels like time is starting to wear thin, and I feel it all around me
[Verse 2: Stray]
If you asked me how I'm doing, I would probably lie
Even toss you out a smile while avoiding eye
Contact, I can't seem to find my
Reasoning for why I fear walking on the outside
Of my comfort zone, stuck in what I know
Instead of facing them, I'm better off alone
My witching hour finally found my serenity
Sometimes feeling the pain is better than breeding apathy
So let me be, I'll figure the fortune you read
In the amount of time I see fit for me
Comfortably soaking up my sins and hoping these sunsets feed the remedy
[Pre-Chorus: Novls]
Wandering through this hell I'm in
[Chorus: Stray & Novls]
Feels like time is starting to wear thin, and I feel it all around me
Feels like death is circling in, and I feel it all around me
'Cause I've been searching for a sign
But nothing ever seems to go right
Feels like time is starting to wear thin, and I feel it all around me
[Verse 3: Mr 8 Legz]
They say to love yourself but learning that's a process
So no wonder that's how I found out I'm toxic
Lost in a line of awful thoughts, playing mosh pit
Blocked it with drinking, but really I'm just exhausted
I can't find the exit, can somebody help me?
Had a snowball's chance in hell my mental health would be healthy
I have these talks with myself, and all myself has to tell me
Is swan dive into a wood chipper, but first snap a selfie
I don't wanna die, but I'm tired of existing
It seems my self-esteem is low, and it's glitching
Sixteen years of holding out, hope I can fix me
Bitch, please put down the smokes, beer, and the whiskey
[Pre-Chorus: Novls & Mr 8 Legz]
Wandering through this hell I'm in
I mean, come on, liver, how the hell are you still alive?
Like, what the fuck?
[Chorus: Stray & Novls]
Feels like time is starting to wear thin, and I feel it all around me
Feels like death is circling in, and I feel it all around me
'Cause I've been searching for a sign
But nothing ever seems to go right
Feels like time is starting to wear thin, and I feel it all around me