Different

....

Yeahhh

I wanted different
Are you different?
Tired of crying,
Tired of tripping.

I wanted different
Are you different?
Tired of crying,
I'm tired of tripping.

I wanted different
Are you different?
Tired of crying,
I'm tired of tripping.

Cut off whoever for you from the jump
Now I'm so numb,
But I had my fun
When it’s too real
Yeah they tend to run
Even yo homeboys told you I’m the one
Savage, romantic, diary by the pistol
Known as Surreal,
But you call me Crystal
I get so geeked you text me when I miss you
Sometimes don’t get you
Cause you got issues
Fuck me so good,
I fucking turn to kiss you
Went through yo phone,
Now I’m blowing through tissue
Can’t take you back
It’s trauma when I’m witchu
Now if I miss you
I be quick to diss you
All got our ways,
But I’d never cheat
Don’t want nobody hurting over me
Know that I’m cold talking third degree
Gave you my all,
Now don’t bother me.

(Don't bother me)

I wanted different
Are you different?
Tired of crying,
Tired of tripping.

I wanted different
Are you different? (Are you different baby)
Tired of crying,
I'm tired of tripping.

I fell for you like I’m tripping
Thinking your different,
Cause of the difference
Being yo shoulder ain’t sure if you listen
I’m quick with forgiving,
Not with forgetting
Man...
Always good when it starts
Mutual understanding playing our part
(our part)
Knowing well part,
I gotta park
I got some wounds,
Ain’t healing off my heart
It was a night vibe,
Hit me and I might slide
It wasn’t sexual at first,
Got a slight high
Like a sample in the store,
Shit I might I try
My love simple
So quick to be a ride or die
Gotta earn it cause I’m introverted
It’s never working cause,
I’m thinking that it should be perfect
None but a burden,
I can’t even hate you when I’m hurting
Like a CEO,
This shit just ain’t working.

I wanted different
Are you different?
Tired of crying,
Tired of tripping.

I wanted different (yeah yeah yeah yeah)
Are you different? (are you different baby)
Tired of crying,
I'm tired of tripping.

My wounds are tryna heal (tryna heal)
Just wanna feel
This life ain't real,
This life ain't real

My wounds are tryna heal (they tryna heal)
Just wanna feel (just wanna feel)
This life ain't real (this life ain't real)
This life ain't real.

..
(It's Crystal, you know what to do)

Beep

(Crystal I been calling yo phone for 3 days
And you still ain't picking up.
Like what the fuck is going on?
Damn! Call me.. I love you.)