Why Won't You Love Me

Cycles but we never learned
It was do or die but we crashed and burned
I wanted more but you wanted less
Now you're gone and I feel a mess
But why can't you just be obsessed with me
Kissing me holding me sexing me
Happy just knowing you're next to me
But my hands on your body is ecstasy
And why can't I simply just let it go
If you want me then why can't you let it show
It's you're body of course you can tell me no
And when it hurts me I'll try not to let it show
But I think you should know I needed more loving than your typical dude
More flavor than the typical food
And you're trynna meet me halfway but that's not something that I typically do
Now I'm lying in the bead crying and my head says it's over nothing
But my hearts bruised and it's confused cause it wants you and I'm wondering
Why won't you love me
The way that I want you to
Why won't you love me
Why won't you love me
The way that I want you to
Why won't you love me
Your loving just don't seem legit
And it's got me so out of my wit
You didn't cling to me like I wanted you to but that's not a good reason to split
So that's why I keep my thoughts hidden
But then that drives me to make bad decisions
I ain't mean to hurt you but all of the things that I did
Was a product of things that you didn't
Came at this problem from every direction
You needed space and I needed affection
Gave you advances you gave me objecting
Now I feel unwanted from all your rejection
Hard to believe that I'm truly admired
You said you love me but where's the desire
You had me looking for loving in all the wrong places
When you should've been the supplier
But I needed more loving than your typical dude
More flavor than the typical food
And I'm trynna get it all from you but that's not something that you typically do
Now I'm lying in the bed crying thinking thinking how could I have let you go
But my hearts bruised and it's confused either way I still feel so alone
So why won't you love me
The way that I want you to
Why won't you love me
Why won't you love me
The way that I want you to
Why won't you love me
Why won't you love me
Why won't you love me
Why won't you love me
Why won't you love me
Why won't you love me