An Infinite Summer

As you smile and you go away
While the city begins to fade
I know I won't be the same
Just a memory again

I lay and I let me flow
For peace and the sun to come
This time I don't want to come
When the summer is gone

Is this what I wish for me?
In all honesty I don't believe
It hurts and it makes me bleed
Why should I stay here?