Twelve 27

[Intro]
Don't believe in deities, believe you hearing me
Shrink beneath the sink, fearing someone bout to kill Ralphie
Mind in a blur, ambition stirred, It fled from me
Now left & right married for peace & harmony:
Please, no harming me
Don't believe in deities, believe you hearing me
Shrink beneath the sink, fearing someone bout to kill Ralphie
Mind in a blur, ambition stirred, it fled from me
Now left & right married for peace & harmony:
Please, no harming me

[Verse]
Twelve 27
Two days later, he back in heaven
Two years of age, I lacked awareness
Twelve 27
Two days later, Dad lost his baby
How could he take it?
Off to the Natives, lost in the mountains
Sparked sage, followed constellations
Walked paces didn't lead to X, facing
This ain't the Matrix, no exit
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Twelve 27
Celebrated different, no name on cake
Just dated pics on Facebook
Poems got tears tracing people's faces
Father water sorrows like a gardner
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Twelve 27
Why was it him? Dad blames himself
Not the helmet. Didn't even work
Now he hang out in the basement
With his face printed on a shirt
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Twelve 27
Written on my skin to remember my mortality
Last of my daddy's, mama pats me on the back
Every chance blown, nasty habit of romancing bad ones
Buy 'em drinks, something fancy
Finances dad has managed in the trash
Now spending more to cover my credit score & ass
Pop pills after pills, spine is killing
His nerves pinching like how you bother siblings
Don't know how that feel
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Twelve 27
Two days later, he back in heaven
I think? I don't know. I don't believe in God anymore
Hypochondria, I fear every organ
I fear hearing organs when I kick the bucket
I'm no 49er, can't find gold in dying
Multiplying my anxiety by the ounce
Suck it up bitch, we all end up in the ground
Close your eyes without closing lids boy
That's a darkness you can't comprehend
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Twelve 27
Need to know the answers
Bro, lend a hand, Joe, just come back