Nothing 2 Lose

I got nothing to lose
And everything to gain
Cuz anything is better
When you going through the pain
All I feel is shame
If I let it slide by
How could I be number one if I don't even try
Got nothing to lose
And everything to gain
The way I'm grinding you can tell I'm not the same
Gotta be brave man this game ain't for the weak
Gotta keep it moving even if I'm losing sleep
Can't even rest my head
Like I don't gotta home
I carry too much debt
I gotta lotta loans
I'm spending every cent
Surviving on my own
I'm living check to check
And when I pay the rent it's gone
I'm climbing out this hole
Feeling like it's never ending
I'm losing hope
Walking around smiling but pretending
Like everything is good
But I'm on the verge of breaking
Into pieces but see this is a beast in the making
Everyday I'm changing
Into something that's better
Diamond that's in the rough
Gotta handle the pressure
Putting off all the pleasures
I gotta take different measures
I call that my rule of thumb
It's not always a fun adventure
On this rollercoaster
Going up and down
When I need some help
Ain't nobody around
I got my two feet
I don't need a hand
Right now I'm taking every chance cuz
I got nothing to lose
And everything to gain
Cuz anything is better
When you going through the pain
All I feel is shame
If I let it slide by
How could I be number one if I don't even try
Got nothing to lose
And everything to gain
The way I'm grinding you can tell I'm not the same
Gotta be brave man this game ain't for the weak
Gotta keep it moving even if I'm losing sleep
If I fail that's okay
But if I don't try
Then that's worse
Like a hearse and you haven't died
Buried alive
Like I'm going through a slow death
Feeling the heat
But I'm ending up with cold sweats
Nothing left but I still find the energy
To keep going
This is more than just integrity
Or being legendary
I got mouths to feed
So everyday I gotta make
About a thousand g's
No time to breath
Or kick my feet back
If I ain't eating
That's pretty much the feedback
I need that I'm defining determination
This is purpose, more than just a verse I'm making
Already told you that I'm going down these dark roads
And I been drinking all this liquor till the bar close
And that be helping me to deal with all these sorrows
Cuz all this heartbreak turn heart to charcoal
But I try to find the good in all the bad that I went through
When I lost I did not lose
Had to go and find that glue
Cuz something's gotta stick with a grip to make a mountain move
Into these heights it's like a ride I gotta find some room
On this rollercoaster
Going up and down
When I need some help
Ain't nobody around
I got my two feet
I don't need a hand
Right now I'm taking every chance cuz
I got nothing to lose
And everything to gain
Cuz anything is better
When you going through the pain
All I feel is shame
If I let it slide by
How could I be number one if I don't even try
Got nothing to lose
And everything to gain
The way I'm grinding you can tell I'm not the same
Gotta be brave man this game ain't for the weak
Gotta keep it moving even if I'm losing sleep