TELL ME.
Time is passing by
So I left the music all behind me
But then I did realize
It's the only thing that's saving me
Tried to hang out with my friends
But in the end I want to go back and sing
Nothing's really changed
I ignored all of my phone callings
I don't want no attitude
I only care bout the latitude
Producing back in my room
I don't want this to be leaving me soon
I don't need the weed or the shrooms
Just to get high and then land on the moon
I only need my crew
Sitting and grinding on me in the stu'
I really don't know how
I will be able to reach for the stars
It's easy to say how
When you live in the night in the dark
But maybe you see now
'Cause I will liberate this to you all
So listen to me right now
Or you will miss what I had to say
"Tan, you are the worst" I keep blaming it on myself
"Tan, this ain't work" stocking my mistakes on my shelf
Man, I'm jealous of birds, the ground is like a living hell
I need somebody to correct me if I'm wrong, I need help
I need some advice, I needed a thrive, I needed to learn what it is with my life
I couldn't escape, whatever I make is so bad, me and demons in a fight
You couldn't relate, you couldn't feel pain that I have, you need to live in my name
Everything drives me insane, I need to get some more break
I just need to stop, stop all these daydreaming, making music, tryna be rich
I'm just a kid, that's what I'm saying, but that ain't workin', I'm grown already
It's time to get a job, that ain't workin'
Want to be at top, that ain't workin'
Maybe I should rob? For a living
Fuck no, I won't, that ain't workin'
I'm spending more time on music than me
Gettin' no paid, doin' it for free
I hope it will pay it off for me
I can just wait and one day I will see
See me collabing with Trav (YEAH)
See me collabing with Drake (LOOK)
See me collabing with Ye (NANANA)
So I might have to focus on these days
Make change or not
Right now I have to decide before it's gettin' late
I know that I said that I wanted to change
How can I hesitate? Why I sway?
You were my lifesaver, couldn't save her
I just put it all away
Now in the time later, I regretted ya
Then I came back to the place (music)
Am I stuck in a maze?
'Cause I would not be amazed
Am I trapped in a cage?
Feels like I'm locked in, in my feelings that will never will go away
Everything's starting to fade
Should I save or should I wait?
I got no time to waste but can somebody please tell me