Seen So Much

(Helluva made this beat, baby)

So how could I forget, nigga? Huh
How could I forget
When I done seen so much shit when I was in that bitch?
I done seen so much shit when I was in that bitch
Man, I done seen so much shit when I was in that bitch
So how could I forget? How could I forget, nigga?
(I remember that shit like it was yesterday, dawg)

Ayy, when I done seen niggas get fried in that courtroom (niggas got cooked, nigga)
Boy, and they thought they was comin' home (they just knew it)
When I done seen a judge take of all a nigga dreams (man)
And crush them bitches up like they was some brittle bones (fried 'em)
When I done seen niggas with trial the next day
And they know a life sentence just a day away (that's sick)
And they balled up in their bed 'cause they really scared
And in they head they know that jury ain't finna play (they know it)
Seen niggas make bond and get let out them gates
Hope they understand bond ain't the end of they case (you ain't free)
Caught that case when he was young, but he got out with grace
Judge will body a nigga without usin' a grave, you hear me? (He'll kill you)
That prosecutor paint that picture and they find you guilty? (Ah, man)
I don't think y'all niggas really hear me (that shit be crazy)
When them people say a nigga really did it (they said, "Guilty?")
It's gon' hurt so much at first, you ain't gon' really hear it (I might pass out)
I done seen a nigga come home from ten years (whole ten, man)
And get killed in the same day (knocked off)
And I done seen a nigga come home from twenty years (whole dub, nigga)
And get locked right back up for the same thing (man)

So how could I forget nigga? Huh? (I'll never forget that shit man)
I can't forget that shit (never)
'Cause I done seen so much shit when I was in that bitch
Man, I done seen so much shit when I was in that bitch
I done seen so much shit when I was in that bitch
So how could I forget? (You see some shit in that bitch
Huh? How could I forget? (Man you tell yourself)
("I ain't ever never goin' back nigga") ayy

When this nigga named P, he was my bunky right? (Down in Lexington)
Smooth nigga, still a youngin' right? (I fucked with bro)
Had a lot of hoes he was fuckin' right? (He had the hoes fasho)
Picked the wrong bitch, he shouldn't of fucked this night (man)
She got my nigga jammed on some rape shit (she was lyin' though)
But she lied on him on some fake shit (that shit crazy)
I finally saw 'em and I asked him how the case went
He said, they gave 'em fourty-seven years in the State pen (that nigga was cryin' tears)
And my nigga Peaches knew that he was comin' home (he just knew it)
I feel your pain, my nigga, that shit crushed my soul
That case was weak as hell, bro, they did you bold
All that money to the lawyer, bro, he 'posed to got you home
This old head, Marco, he was a motherfucker (yeah, Marco)
They offered 'em seven years for attempted murder (in Louisville)
He said, "Nah, lil' bro, I got 'em beat
Trial on the seventeenth they gotta shoot me to the streets" (told him he was gettin' out)
I ain't never seen a grown nigga cry so hard (he was ballin')
It was a sad scene even for the guards (man)
Came back from trial and I asked 'em, "How yo' case go?" (Hey, how yo' case go?)
He said, "Young nigga, I'm dyin' on the yard" (I got life)

Shit, man
So how could I forget nigga? (Feel a nigga pain)
Huh? How could I forget (see what happened to him, like)
When I done seen so much shit when I was in that bitch? (Tryna tell you, man)
I done seen so much shit when I was in that bitch
Man, I done seen so much shit when I was in that bitch
(If y'all niggas free right now)
So how could I forget, nigga (stay free, nigga)
How could I forget?

When Stacey signed for life without parole, nigga (he did what?)
He say, "It ain't about pride, it's what you know nigga (what you mean?)
I can't beat my case, if I go to trial they gon' give me life
I ain't 'bout to do that on death row, nigga" (damn)
This one nigga asked my nigga Tru about his case (what happen with yo' shit?)
And Tru told him about how he killed a man (I popped his ass)
Out of nowhere the nosey nigga charges got dropped
But when Tru went to trial see saw him on the stand (he ratted)
I ain't hear from my mans, I ain't hear from the fam (at all)
'Til I had five months left, but I ain't need 'em then (I'm comin' home)
I needed niggas when I was lookin' at fifty years
You want forgiveness then you gotta give me back them tears (cry for me)
I remember when they wrote me from that State joint (that state joint in St. Lawrence)
Took me away from that day for day joint (yeah)
My first time seein' a nigga get a buck fifty (shit)
I swear you saw that nigga teeth through his face boy (bitch, come here)
That ain't none of yo' business nigga, just do your bid (just keep walkin' nigga)
Thinkin' to myself like, "I can't do this shit" (get the fuck outta here)
Then I finally came home, a nigga did that bitch (did that bitch)
Knocked on my grandma door like, "You know who it is" (what's up, baby?)

Yeah, I just got out a couple days ago
You know I had to go freshen up and get my stuff together first
Before I came and seen you, but, man, I missed y'all, man
Nah, you ain't gotta worry 'bout me goin' back to that motherfucker
I ain't gonna lie
Ain't shit in there for me, I'm too cool for that shit, you know
What's up with you though?
Nah, I ain't heard from 'em
They said they had somethin' for me when I come home, but
You know how that go
It's all good though, we'll be alright