12:09

I'm missing you like crazy
I'm fricking going mad
You were like my sister
That I'm glad I had
It's ever since you left
Life's been fricking bad
I'm just sitting wishing
That I could bring you back
Why'd you have to go
Tell me why'd you have to go
I'm sitting in this world
I just feel alone, ye l just feel alone
On the day of New Year's Eve
Tell me why'd you have to leave?
As the days go by
I think, why'd you have to die?
Most of the time
I can deal with your death
It replays in my head
You taking your last breathe
31st of December
That's all i can remember
We were driving in his car
We didn't get too far
We stopped a couple times
God gave us all these signs
We were driving through the streets
Just listening to beats
On the left a ute was parked
I wish i could re-start
Just flying down the street
We hit this ute at heat
Out the car he jumped
Our bodies had been pumped
It was at that point in time
Our bodies dumped like slime
Your life slid down the drain
Leaving so many in pain
There Tegan laid
At this price that we paid
You wasn't meant to go
I just wish he drove slow
We're 2 innocent girls
Living in 2 different worlds
A night i'll never forget
Sitting wishing i could reset
You're always on my mind
Sitting here writing rhymes
I'm missing you like crazy
I'm fricking going mad
You were like my sister
That I'm glad I had
It's ever since you left
Life's been fricking bad
I'm just sitting wishing
That I could bring you back
Why'd you have to go
Tell me why'd you have to go
I'm sitting in this world
I just feel alone, ye i just feel alone
Next thing i knew
I was in a strange white bed
Sitting trying to process
This all through my head
I sit and reminisce
On the days that we missed
One minute you were here
The next you were gone
3 years later
And all i do is mourn
In a blink of an eye
I never got to say goodbye
So many things i had to say
My life left in disarray
Days when I'm angry
Days when I'm sad
Now I'm sitting here
And all i feel is mad
Wishing you could just come back
Your smi-le is all i lack
All you were was kind
You're forever on my mind
I'm missing you like crazy
I'm fricking going mad
You were like my sister
That I'm glad I had
It's ever since you left
Life's been fricking bad
I'm just sitting wishing
That I could bring you back
Why'd you have to go
Tell me why'd you have to go
I'm sitting in this world
I just feel so alone, ye i just feel alone
No remorse in his heart
No remorse is his eyes
All you are to me
Is the devil in disguise
What happened wasn't fair
He doesn't even care
No sorry was given
I don't know how he's living
I'm sitting in my feels
Hoping my heart heals
All i do is pray
I got nothing left to say
Ya on my mind day and night
Everything will be alright.